Strange feeling

Don't know since when I have this feeling that my heart feel like being ripped apart,breathless.Maybe from long time deep down in me lay a secret then time by time it slowly reveal itself.It keep bothering me and I don't know whom I can approach with.Suddenly my mum ask to go back with her to Seremban in the late midnight cause she came to KL for praying.Before going back we head to Genting,in the meanwhile I sat at the Starbucks online.I saw 1 of my friend online in this late midnight so I had a chat with him and I even told him my problem.He gave me some advice and I also feel better after I let it out.Thx Jun!